Today is the anniversary of Jillian’s due date. It’s been a pretty normal day. I don’t know that she’s been on my mind any more than usual because I think of her constantly no matter what day it is. I think it’s a date I will always sting a little bit when I see it, but the fact that today was THAT day wasn’t gut wrenching like the actual day last year was.
I know I wouldn’t be feeling so at peace with the day without Ian here. Sometimes I worry that being so much better means th