Dave and I got home a little bit ago. We’re sitting on the couch force-feeding ourselves and trying to just tune out of life. We turned on the Biggest Loser Finale from our DVR. It crossed my mind that seeing someone named Jillian might not be easy, but I was okay with that.
When they brought out the first group of contestants, one of them announced the new addition to his family. A picture of his baby girl flashed on the screen, and while it definitely hurt to see someone else’s healthy, living baby girl, I was okay (probably thanks to Ativan).
Then Allison asked the name of his baby. Before he answered, I knew what he was about to say. All the air left my body. Of course they named her Jillian. Of course.